http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/ Deana - LiveJournal.com Mon, 14 May 2001 03:37:53 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com blood_roses696 91021 personal http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2702.html Mon, 14 May 2001 03:37:53 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2702.html well I'd like to start by saying that I can't believe I finally got through to this fucking journal since it has been causing my 'puter to crash all night. Annnyyyway...I have been back from Florida for a week and just can't snap back into reality. I have been in this deep state of depression ever since I had to leave Nick at the airport at record speed, since I was running late. I am tired of the long distance relationship thing, I just want to be with him full time. It is time to get off my ass and start saving every penny to get to Florida for good. It is just a really scary thought though. I have not had good luck with hetero relationships (homo ones either for that matter) and he talks a good game, I just hope that it is all true..GOD..I HATE THIS!!! It would be a little bit better if my life here is HELL wasn't so bad but it is going from bad to worse in a matter of days or if I had just one friend here but I don't. I feel totally alone...how pathetic is that. I guess if things are this bad though the only way to go from here is up...let's hope for the best. http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2702.html the cure.....disintegration album the cure.....disintegration album public 2 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2342.html Sat, 28 Apr 2001 04:14:26 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2342.html Has not been a good couple of days. Yesterday one of my wisdom teeth decided to go psycho and swell the whole left side of my face to the size of Texas. It is not a pretty sight. Was in so much pain last night that I stayed awake all night staring at the ceiling. Went to the dentist today, he said I have to get them cut out but they can't get me into the oral surgeon until July..what the hell? Although he did give me some penicillin for the swelling and some decent pain pills so right now I am doing better. It figures that all this shit happens two days before I leave for Florida. What can I say..I am cursed..lol http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2342.html bjork concert on t.v. bjork concert on t.v. from the pills..lol public 0 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2074.html Mon, 23 Apr 2001 03:36:07 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2074.html I leave for florida in exactly a week. I wish it was sooner than that though.. i am ready to see nick..haven't seen him since mid february and am dying too. we are 2 freakish "adult/kid" type things and are spending 7 days at disney. Not to mention every night in the jacuzzi and a friday night topless bar field trip..WOO-HOO!!! I can't wait. Tits and mickey mouse ..what a great combination...LOL...later http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/2074.html the one and only madonna on vh1 the one and only madonna on vh1 anxious public 0 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1908.html Sat, 21 Apr 2001 03:04:06 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1908.html okay..it's friday night and the town i live in is so fucking boring that I am sitting at home on my computer..what is wrong with this picture?? hopefully tomorrow something more exciting will be going on but I doubt it. Worked at the store tonight and every asshole customer on the planet decided to go shopping. and a word to the wise...don't ever roll your eyes at me...I really fucking hate that..some 80 year old woman rolled her eyes at me tonight...not very nice. anyhow...I think I will go rent a movie.."girlfight" again for the 5th time since it is the only good thing out. I need to get a dvd player so I can just buy it instead of renting every other day..lol... gonna go I guess..later http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1908.html still on an ani kick...."untouchable face" still on an ani kick...."untouchable face" annoyed public 1 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1731.html Wed, 18 Apr 2001 22:24:52 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1731.html went to see ani difranco at Louisville Palace last night. it was the first time I had ever seen her live but I have loved her music for about 7 years. She blew me away...played almost all my favorites and she was looking seriously hot. met some interesting people at the show..exchanged e-mail addresses..maybe made some new friends.. anyway..tired..think I will take a nap.. http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1731.html anything and everything ani anything and everything ani ecstatic public 0 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1283.html Mon, 16 Apr 2001 04:09:15 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1283.html okay...someone should really cut me off when I go and drink a billion corona's. I feel like shit today but last night was pretty much worth it. Spent time with some guys that I am friends with and got an amazing couch dance from a girl named jasmine. Yeah I know I am horrible but what can I say...I am a sucker for a hot naked girl...lol well today I am paying the price with a monster headache and burning eyes too for some reason. So I guess I am off to bed soon since I have to get up and go to my real job in the morning. good nite http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1283.html voices in my head telling me not to drink & me not listening voices in my head telling me not to drink & me not listening sleepy public 1 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1251.html Sun, 15 Apr 2001 05:03:24 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1251.html just got home from a topless bar called racers....had a blast!!!! it's a little different being the one watching the dancers than being one of them. anyway...eagerly awaiting the next episode of Bands On The Run....talk to you soon worfpunk!!!...:)~ http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/1251.html public 0 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/939.html Fri, 06 Apr 2001 03:28:26 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/939.html today started out so great I don't know what happened... I hit a big fucking pot hole and broke a motor mount on my car. so that is over $100.00 taken out of my Florida money. i guess that means more working so I can replace it. real life really sucks sometimes..:( http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/939.html tori amos, little earthquakes tori amos, little earthquakes stressed public 1 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/536.html Thu, 05 Apr 2001 00:17:35 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/536.html today was an alright day..boring as all the others though...when I got home I had responses from 2 girls in the band Harlow...(the coolest chick band I've seen in a long time) cool..cool.cool..lol I really need to get out more...lol.. http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/536.html the cure....mixed up the cure....mixed up bouncy public 0 http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/374.html Wed, 04 Apr 2001 03:40:28 GMT http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/374.html just wanted to write my first entry and see how this damn thing works....took long enough for me to get it up and going. Anyway...hopefully some response will come floating my way. http://blood-roses696.livejournal.com/374.html ani difranco...."revelling..reckoning" ani difranco...."revelling..reckoning" blank public 0